stressed out!

now, i'm pretty stressed out. and i guess the reason itself always make everybody stressed out too. MONEY!!! i've ran out of it. don't be surprised. yes! i am working but duit gajiku suda habis. well its pretty much my fault. i did't plan. frankly i hate planning things.
this evening Daus sent me a msg said : jas ble nk lepak ni?. lepak needs money and i just don't have any. i didn't hangout much with my friends after spm except for Tim. she's my bestfriend. and i mean it. a BEST friend. and Mel. he's one of my guy friend. and we're pretty closed. i miss him. the last time we went out is 4 days after spm. but thats 3 months ago. gah!
and Am. he's in Genting, working. i miss them like so very much!!
from left, tim, am, mel, yours truly ;)

starting

hey all, i'm jasmira. jasmira jamal. that's my full name. well i liked it very much. ehehe
i'm technically 17 years old since it's 6 months away from my birthday but i've finished schoolin. yeay for me!! aha. life without school is bored. no more fierce teachers, no more cuci mata tgk crush dkat skola (hahaha), no more lepak2 waktu rehat with my babes (btw rehat is my fav subject in school out of all, gahah), no more being bug by shamin (haha, missed u dude!).
basically it's just boring. i missed studying. can you believe that? me? missed studying? gahhaha. they said results will be out on 28th. man! i am so not ready for it.
there's bbq tmrrw night at Perdasama ( a persatuan for businessman which my dad was in)
and i can't wait to be there just because i want to meet MUKHLIS!!! he's hot!! he's hotter than hot!! he's one of the the members of Perdasama too. i met him last year at Perdasama's buka puasa event. and since that he's been listed down to one of my crushes. lol~ well, hope he'll make it tmrrw. wink >_<