3 am

its 3 in the morning and i cant sleep. i have to go to Mantin tomorrow. pardon me, its today. earlier this morning, my mum woke me up and pass me the phone saying that theres someone who want to talk to me. its a guy from a college in Mantin telling me to come there because he said i got offered. so tomorrow theres some taklimat and an interview if i'm not mistaken. i have to bring some photos of my own, copies of my ic and surat beranak, my dad's pay slip etc etc. but the actual reason i cant sleep is because i cant find my spm results slip. *sigh. i have to find it no matter what. or else i cant go tomorrow and i dont want that to happen. i'm really clueless about what is my next step and what i'm going to do and whats happening to my future since i'm still here, at home. while most of my friends are leaving to colleges. i dont want to be a loser, so hey you annoying little result slip!! show yourself!! no time to play hide and seek!! arghh!