tonight

dont tell me, my love's not the one that i want,
that he's not the one that i need. i'd rather find out for myself.

you're the one, who shakes at the touch of my hand
but can't decide where he should stand
if i was smart, i'd never call you, call you ever again

oh, in my ears my blood is just roaring
when he's the only one i've ever wanted, ever needed
i suppose that's just the way it is

just to think this could be
the last time I hold you, hold you ever again

oh, i don't think i'll ever sleep till morning
he's the only one in my mind right now
the only one i've ever loved so much
if we really were not meant for each other
then i'll act like nothing have ever happen because
i suppose that's just the way it should be

yoyo aiyoyo

aiyoyo. haha. lme dh tk dgr perkataan tu. well its not actually a word. the indians is the one who always use the word. hehee

well well well. its 2.37 am right now according to the clocks at this laptop sidebar. and no signs for me to go to sleep. sbb tk mgantuk pun. but i still got to wake up early tomorrow bcause of the rehearsal thingy. tkpe2. esok mama bole tlg kejut.;) sbb skrg tgh sronok maen game. sgt2 la addict main game ouh. i just cant help it eventhough i'm 19. dh tua bangka tp maen game lg. hehee

so tkpe maen je la slagi bole maen kn. because its good kn doing what u really want and makes u happy. no forces from anyone at all. i hope it would be the same for my life too. hmm never mindd. =(

whatever happens kena kuat kn?=)

saje bgtau

okay so today was my last day at selayang. tiring as always. and this past few week working there has made me improve my skills in kitchen such as :

- i know some new recipes of nasi goreng.
- i can chop onion and vegetables faster.
- i can handle washing lots and lots of dirty dishes.
- and i made couple of new friends.

*results out tommorow. hope i get better results and could resit the microeconomics paper. finger's crossed.

okay i need to rest now. later. winks (",)

laid back

just got back from selayang. penat tk hengat.
just only today bru aku perasan yg skrg ni time mlm selalu hujan. bagus la sejuk sket tp
abis la suar aku kotor kena lecak. pastu kpala plak pening klu kena ujan. haishh byk merungut kn aku ni. tk reti bsyukur punye pmpuan.

esok ke selayang lg. result plak tktau kuar ble. wlaupun almost every night aku bukak pc tp tk penah terlintas nk singgah website kliuc nk check tarikh kuar result. (>_<) tkpe la. yg pasti bkn minggu ni. so aku bole relax lg tkpyh nk pg website kliuc. malasssssss teramat sgt.

Alone

A place alone
Where I can be happy
It's just a dream
I try to reach it every day

But every time I have just some hope
It's taken away
Again
By the things you say
Every day
My sorrow grows again

And my feelings come back
I try not to cry
But then my tears start coming
Rolling slowly down my cheeks
Falling in the darkness
The coldness

of my fears
With frozen thoughts
Left behind
From this life without sense

not in the mood

how stupid i feel right now. regrets, frustrated, stupid all in one. apesal la aku bole dgr ckp kwn en. it led me to this. i should've done it without waiting for her. i should care about myself first. dia tu dh la jenis yg tk kesah psl stdy suma. bkn aku nk kutuk en tp.. haishh. dhla. sakit hati aku. bye

stop

Setiap hari diperas ugut,
nyawaku hampir tercabut,
jiwa runsing otak serabut,
tapi aku tetap terpaksa berlembut.

I WILL BE

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.

changes is a must

last week was a busy week for me and i got a feeling that this week wouldn't be any diferent. well i shouldn't mind actually. final exam in 3 weeks time. i'll give all that i got for this one. didn't want anything like last sem result. so, i wouldn't mind now even if i would be busy and tired as hell. it will all paid off later. (",)

i loike