stop

Setiap hari diperas ugut,
nyawaku hampir tercabut,
jiwa runsing otak serabut,
tapi aku tetap terpaksa berlembut.

I WILL BE

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.

changes is a must

last week was a busy week for me and i got a feeling that this week wouldn't be any diferent. well i shouldn't mind actually. final exam in 3 weeks time. i'll give all that i got for this one. didn't want anything like last sem result. so, i wouldn't mind now even if i would be busy and tired as hell. it will all paid off later. (",)

i loike

which way to cut?

I know it is just one small thing to decide but it is quite important, because that is how my hair gonna be when i'm out, when i go to class, when i am anywhere.

I don't really want to cut it actually. I like myself with long hair but you knoww, long hair are HARD to manage and hair started to fall when it gets too long.

Also, there's some people who tries to help or break me with their opinions. Fiqa said, just get a trim since i look fine with long hair. Jijie want me to cut the hair till the shoulder line with bangs (on forehead bangs). Ema just laugh when i told her about this like it would help. And myself, i think i should just cut the front hair a bit and get a boring layer for the back.

Sooooo, i'll think about this over and over again before really doing it. I want the new look without regretting it later. I sound like a hairfreak now. HA-HA

i want you to

love me without fear
trust me without questioning
need me without demanding
want me without restrictions
accept me without change
desire me without inhibitions
for a love so free...
that will never fly away.

updating myself

i'm scared. really scared as the final exam is coming after hari raya. i dont think i'm ready for it.
because basically, i dont spend most of my time studying. yea lazy. i know. i'm a last minute type of person. many people complaining that. i'm really worried about my math paper. i have never ever like the subject math. i hate it very much. but choiceless, i have to sit the paper anyhow. but to reduce my anxiety, my syg promised me to teach what he knows about math. so i hope i can catch up with this one cute uitm student. hahaa. love you. muah muah.