V day

we dont celebrate it and we still okay :)

dont do it dear muslim friends. it ain't cool.

twenty eleven

my first post for this year. so i wanna talk about my 2011 resolution. or is it more like a wishlist? haha. who cares? :D

• the most important one out of all, i want to finish my diploma. haihhh. semua pun asyik tanya bila nak habis dip? okay so actually, there's a few problems goin on with my subject. the subject that i intended to take is not offered next semester since its a short sem. so i have to postpone my studies for one sem and come back the following sem to finish my diploma. until then, i think i'd work. i need money :s
• take MUET test and pass with flying colours. :)
• i want to take good care of my face. hahaha. sounds weird kan? but i really want a flawless skin. god. i envy girls with flawless skin. so i'm trying to have it too. i'll do what it takes. i'll try whatever product.
• i wanna change my hair style. seriously, i'm bored with my current hair. i have the same hairstyle like for 3 years now. any suggestion?
• i want to gain weight! GOD. this is the hardest among all. well, the main reason why i wanna gain weight is because i think i'd look better not being so skinny. all i have now is bones. some of my friends even called me zombie. -_-"
• i wanna be a better daughter to my parents, a better sister to my siblings, a better friend to my friends, a better student to my lecturers, and a better lover to my lover.
• last but not least, i want my 3 months old relationship with him to last. wish us all the best <3

i cropped his face for safety reasons. haha :*

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happy 2 months baby. i love you and u know that. :) i hope we'll get everything that we wished for. ur birthday in less than 2 weeks. i'll make it a special day for u. muahss.

bo to the san

*webcam pagi2. senyum sorang2 mcm perempuan gila -.-"

kosong

right now, i dont know what to think. jammed brain. but i'm the one who caused this. i should take the blame. look at what you've done jasmira. ya Allah, give me strength to get thru this.i really need someone right now. but its 5.30am. he's asleep. if only i could call him and cry my heart out to feel better. awhh i'm typing this post with tears. :((

thinking of deactivating my fb. goshhhhhhhhhhh i just need to run away from everything.

Muhammad Izham

I may not be his first, his last, or his only. He’s cared about someone else before me, and possibly will again. But he cares for me now, and that’s all that matters. I don’t expect him to be perfect, because I know I’m flawed as well. And it’s true, he may not think of me every second of everyday, and I may not be the center of his universe, but he gave me a part of him, he knows I can break. So I won’t hurt him, or try to change him, and I won’t expect more than I know he can give. My only promise is that I will make him smile when he makes me happy, yell when he makes me mad, miss him when he’s not there, and love him like he’ll never break my heart.

whats wrong with me? whats wrong with you?

okay right now, i dont know whats wrong with some people around me. nape mcm yg rmai tak puas hati and nk merajuk ngan aku? if i did u wrong, please feel free to confront and tell me what is it about me that bothers u. aku lemas sgt mcm ni. klu tk puas hati ckp je dpan2. i can handle it. aku pun bukan jenis yg suka sgt nk pendam2 ni. it hurts more if u keep it to urself. sekarang ni aku rasa mcm ada 3 org yg tk puas hati or maybe merajuk ngan aku. their names of course will not be mention here. so if any of that 3 person read this, pls pls tell me whats the problem u're having with me. we're friends, so lets not ruin our friendship this way. we should solve things out. not adding it up.