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okay. so kpacc is helding an audition in purpose of seeking talent among kliuc sudents on this 27th and 28th January 2010. and i'm in charge in acting part. means i have to prepare some material like situation the candidates have to act on the audition day. but until now, i have got NOTHING yet. damn it.

and oh ya, judges of acting auditions will be Ms. Vicky and Mr. Vijay. the others i dont know yet as fara and i havent meet Pn. Intan. sumpah byk gle keja nk buat. plus dgn assignment and presentation lg. busiest sem ever. but also, i feel like its the best sem i've ever had. and i think i'm improving a lot. so i guess, ni la hikmahnya when ''that thing happened to me". thanks to you LOSER that i am now more independent that i can stand on my own two feet.

thanks to all my friends that have been supporting and protecting me through that painfull process i had to go through. my life is much better now. may allah repay your kindness towards me.
*million thanks*

you wanna get it over and done with?

ada la sorg ni. ktorg rapat sgt dlu. rapat in terms of 'kawan' la. but setelah jd kejadian2 yg membuatkan keselamatan dia terjejas, dia avoidkan diri dr aku. ok la kan. tkpe aku fhm. but now, ble aku rsa yg tkda lg harm yg bole terjadi kat dia sbbkan berkawan dgn aku, dia still jgak amik keputusan utk tak bertegur dgn aku. bukan la aku mcm gila babi nk dia baik ngan aku suma kn. but fk la of what we used to be back then. sedih ble pk2 blk. but still, its all up to you. nk tegur, tegur la. tanak tegur tkpe. i'll act normal. evnthough i miss those old times of ours.

thanks for everything. =)

tonight

dont tell me, my love's not the one that i want,
that he's not the one that i need. i'd rather find out for myself.

you're the one, who shakes at the touch of my hand
but can't decide where he should stand
if i was smart, i'd never call you, call you ever again

oh, in my ears my blood is just roaring
when he's the only one i've ever wanted, ever needed
i suppose that's just the way it is

just to think this could be
the last time I hold you, hold you ever again

oh, i don't think i'll ever sleep till morning
he's the only one in my mind right now
the only one i've ever loved so much
if we really were not meant for each other
then i'll act like nothing have ever happen because
i suppose that's just the way it should be

yoyo aiyoyo

aiyoyo. haha. lme dh tk dgr perkataan tu. well its not actually a word. the indians is the one who always use the word. hehee

well well well. its 2.37 am right now according to the clocks at this laptop sidebar. and no signs for me to go to sleep. sbb tk mgantuk pun. but i still got to wake up early tomorrow bcause of the rehearsal thingy. tkpe2. esok mama bole tlg kejut.;) sbb skrg tgh sronok maen game. sgt2 la addict main game ouh. i just cant help it eventhough i'm 19. dh tua bangka tp maen game lg. hehee

so tkpe maen je la slagi bole maen kn. because its good kn doing what u really want and makes u happy. no forces from anyone at all. i hope it would be the same for my life too. hmm never mindd. =(

whatever happens kena kuat kn?=)

saje bgtau

okay so today was my last day at selayang. tiring as always. and this past few week working there has made me improve my skills in kitchen such as :

- i know some new recipes of nasi goreng.
- i can chop onion and vegetables faster.
- i can handle washing lots and lots of dirty dishes.
- and i made couple of new friends.

*results out tommorow. hope i get better results and could resit the microeconomics paper. finger's crossed.

okay i need to rest now. later. winks (",)

laid back

just got back from selayang. penat tk hengat.
just only today bru aku perasan yg skrg ni time mlm selalu hujan. bagus la sejuk sket tp
abis la suar aku kotor kena lecak. pastu kpala plak pening klu kena ujan. haishh byk merungut kn aku ni. tk reti bsyukur punye pmpuan.

esok ke selayang lg. result plak tktau kuar ble. wlaupun almost every night aku bukak pc tp tk penah terlintas nk singgah website kliuc nk check tarikh kuar result. (>_<) tkpe la. yg pasti bkn minggu ni. so aku bole relax lg tkpyh nk pg website kliuc. malasssssss teramat sgt.

Alone

A place alone
Where I can be happy
It's just a dream
I try to reach it every day

But every time I have just some hope
It's taken away
Again
By the things you say
Every day
My sorrow grows again

And my feelings come back
I try not to cry
But then my tears start coming
Rolling slowly down my cheeks
Falling in the darkness
The coldness

of my fears
With frozen thoughts
Left behind
From this life without sense